aahhhh!!

ahhhh!!! says my soul
wen i self-inflict my body
its nt the pain which pains
bt its the sense of self disdain
no tears no fears
i luk arnd n its all sneers
its poetry all arnd
bt i hear no sound....
no memory nothin
its the paradise dat is lost frm within
cruel life it is
bt i feel no torment
no past no present
the future awaits with
a hauntin conspirin silence
bt i hv no hopes no thrills
cos the doors to dem r sealed
the will is long gone
nothin to do or can b done
its my soul which says ,"aaaahh m alone"!!